Just an update:)

Hello to all and hello 2022! I hope everyone is going well and kicking! Glory to God for his blessings despite all that happened.

2021 has been one hell of ride. I’ve been stressed for the past six months, mentally and physically. I took a test even I know myself I wasn’t ready yet as I thought I was rushed by my rep and I know it was my fault and I have nothing to complain about. (sigh) I been rushing things, doing things without thinking and overthink things sometimes that I made it complicated. Pretending to be okay and happy even if I was not but praise God despite of everything had happened I consider myself blessed.❣

Too many plans but nothing went as planned, I mean I’m just over reacting one quarter of it didn’t go well, but it’s okay I can still do that and resume it this year 😀 and God willing ✈! We still have a lot of days, weeks and months to come so let us all look forward to it and be better. As well as might remind myself to do well, to take care of myself and to fill my heart with faith, love & hope as I been telling to others. ❤

Moving forward, I hope 2022 will bring new happiness, new goals, new achievements, and many new inspirations to everyone’s life. God bless!

Cheers to all and more writingssss to come. 😉

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6 NIV

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I smile, you smile and we are both happy
That feeling when you look at me
Makes my heart melty
If this is just a dream
Then I’m just going to continue dreaming.
How I wish the two of us could just be the two of us.
Oh dear, such is love, a wondrous love.
But how come when there is love there is pain?
And that pain was part of the happiness then
You know we were just started
And now it has come to an end.
Our supposedly the start of our sweet little story
Or perhaps not today
Such is love, a wondrous love
Yet it will break your heart.

To love, you must know pain.

And when you do know you must know what it means.

Jenny G

The ring that broke my heart.

As we walked across an empty land
You suddenly stopped and held my hand
You got down on your knees and smiled
But all I can see was a sad man
behind blue eyes

You held out your big hand
I saw the ring and I started crying
You put the ring on my finger
And I was just there
Standing, waiting for you to ask something
But you stood up and didn’t say anything
You hugged me tight and I knew it didn’t feel right.
Tears were falling from your eyes and I knew it meant goodbye
No words and no sound was heard

And then you said “I love you… I love you with all my heart.
I wish I can die now and rebirth
As I have loved you in the wrong time and place on earth.
And if we were born again I’ll promise to wait for you till the end.”
You looked at me like you wanted to stay
But turned your back and walked away from me

Now I feel alone and weary
I looked at the ring and I feel lonely
The ring that I thought would give me happiness
But turned into heartbreaks and sadness.
The ring that should be for better or worse till death do us part
But became a tragedy that will tear us apart


Jenny G

Every love story has its perfect timing. It was just not our time. Doesn’t mean it wasn’t love..

Steffi