Goodbye and hello

Hi!

Been a while since I wrote anything about my daily life or cheesy poems and stories here. Been struggling lately…

Anyway, how’s everyone? Hope all is well. I just need a quick visit here since I created a new page for my “blog”. (Feeling blogger!lol) Just decided to have my own. So if anyone is still interested on reading my writings feel free to visit at halimhubunhayat.com

I just started this so I am having a hard time transferring all my post/files here. And if it’s not gonna work I might start again…

Hope to see you there . 🙂

Love lots,

Jenny G

Let your Heart Beat Again

You’re shattered

Like you’ve never been before

The life you knew

In a thousand pieces on the floor

And words fall short in times like these

When this world drives you to your knees

You think you’re never gonna get back

To the you that used to be

Beginning

Just let that word wash over you

It’s alright now

Love’s healing hands have pulled you through

So get back up, take step one

Leave the darkness, feel the sun

Cause your story’s far from over

And your journey’s just begun

Let every heartbreak

And every scar

Be a picture that reminds you

Who has carried you this far

‘Cause love sees farther than you ever could

In this moment heaven’s working

Everything for your good

So tell your heart to beat again

Close your eyes and breathe it in

Let the shadows fall away

Step into the light of grace

Yesterday’s a closing door

You don’t live there anymore

Say goodbye to where you’ve been

And tell your heart to beat again

Song by: Danny Gokey


Broken

Heartaches

Loneliness

sadness,

Worry,

anxiety

This is how you feel right now.

You want somebody to talk to

but there’s nobody around you

Now you are suffering

Because you are hurting inside.

And it’s frightening

Because you want to stop the pain.

The love you had has shattered.

And as you think you are alone

Flesh heart turns into stone.

My friend,

I am here.

I was here.

You were never alone.

You don’t have to do this on your own.

I was there…always

Just behind you

Waiting for you

to knock on my door…

With my arms wide open

Waiting for you to come in…

So I can tell your heart to beat again.

Isaiah 41:10 Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.

 

Caught in the act!

Random post 101.

Caught in the act. As they say “huli ka balbon!” 🤣🤣

Side note: Me trying to check what filter should I use on my photo as I want to add more colors on it. 😉 Some might think na GGSS ako. Truth or not so what? Feeling beautiful is a choice. I mean I just love myself.. There’s nothing wrong with that. Sino pa b pupuri sa’yo aside from your mom?E d puriin mu na sarili mu because why not? 💁🏻‍♀️ I will compliment myself first before everyone makes fun of me. Lol.🤪

TBH. There is nothing wrong on being in love with yourself. Because loving yourself is a feeling which should be felt at all times in an individual’s lifetime.

I mean ladies If you want to use filters on your photo and If that makes you happy and looks good on you then it’s okay. Like mine, I’m using filters or preset to make my photos more colorful and alive. As long as you did not totally change or wipe out your face or body (you know what I mean 🤭) then its okay. Because remember this. There is thin —— line between loving yourself and self obsession. 😉 Charot!

“If you don’t love yourself, you’ll always be chasing after people who don’t love you either. “- Mandy Hale

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How to wait for the right man /women from God?

How often you have been asked by your relatives, friends or colleagues if you are in a relationship? How long you have been single?

Or why are you not married yet and why are you still single?  Awkward to answer, isn’t it? Or you find it irritating? And for that reason you are now in a rush to find someone to be with because you don’t want to be asked or you don’t want people think you are not good enough to have someone in your life. Or worse you’re not that pretty and nobody likes you. So sad people think that way and that’s the reality.

But Hey! It’s okay! It’s not that sad or lonely to be alone. Maybe it is not yet your time. Or maybe you have just learned that is okay to love yourself first.

Let me share this with you, a Life lesson form Shawn McKenzie. It talks about how you are blessed and happy to be single (for now). I hope it will help and inspires you too. Please take time to read as this is all for us women/man out there. And let me know how it feels after reading this message.

Life lesson by: Shawn McKenzie

How to wait for the right man /women from God?

Enjoy where you are. Embrace the season you’re in. Trust me; it’s very well worth the wait. There are people who are currently in relationships and married wishing they could be in your current situation. The Bible tells us to be anxious for nothing but in prayer and supplication. Don’t be anxious for a man. Don’t be anxious for a woman. Don’t rush the timing and plan for God for your life by stepping out the step. The Bible says the steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord. Stay in step!

As crazy as this may sound… It’s a blessing to have your heart broken now. It’s a blessing to cry over someone who left and mistreated you now. It’s a blessing that someone suddenly stopped talking to you now. . It’s a blessing to go through the process. Compared to some people who are deep in a relationship where time and energy were invested. It takes longer to heal from that experienced. Especially, if children are involved. Thank God for the small trials.

Lastly, never! Never! Never… Compromise your standards for any man or woman. There are no “but’s” or “what if’s”. There’s no need to give a hopeless doubtful situation an opportunity – flee! Stop playing with the devil. If you two are not equally yoked nothing goes passed friendship. And sometimes you can’t be friends. Don’t get caught up in trying to evangelize your lust with someone into a Godly relationship, it won’t work.  I promise you, your plan will fail and you will suffer for your actions. You cannot change anyone! That’s God’s job. The person has to be willing to change. Jesus doesn’t force Himself upon no man.

If you’re single you’re in a very good position than most. Continue to allow Christ to work on you and prepare your heart. When it’s your season, you will know.♥

‘Fall in love with Taking care of yourself. Mind. Body. Spirit.”

Amazing isn’t it? 😉

Thanks for reading. ♥

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photo © to my Sister Jean ♥

Lost Diary

I was happy that day that I wrote it on my diary

Telling all the stories about you and me

How you are being so nice and sweet everyday.

Hmm… I remember something

Everything was written in blue ink

It was like a story telling…

“First page where everything started. On how we first met, on how we have been together. On how we thought that we are perfect for each other. It was like  a fairy tale, full of love and laughter…”

But at the time passes by …

all the following pages rapidly vanished

Words become dark and blurry

I cannot read it clearly

Tears started to fall

I wanted to read it once more

Just to remember everything

Even If I will be in pain…

After all, the happiness that I had was just a dream

It was only just a dream

that separate me from pain

A dream written down like a story

A made up story that was written

in my lost diary.

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